Spring Relizations

Cincinnati Girl at Heart.

I spent Friday afternoon in a silly mind trap of Clifton streets and dirty apartments. Being carefree and young and at a loss of all of the world in my day dream. We swerved and laughed and lost eachother in the sea of the music and sights. Time got away from my head and it felt right and oh so beautiful as the sun hit my back. College streets and sweet temptations of future lights hypnotize me. 

I live for weekends it feels like. Lately, my lack of motivation at the end of senior year has been so bad.  The spring weather coming in makes it hard to escape from this spring fever I've been getting and the eagerness I have to just be done with highschool. Ha. I'm so young.

 

Last night my best girlfriends and I gathered around a zebra print and pink apartment to celebrate Maggie's 18th! It's crazy how much all of us have grown up in the few years we've spent together in this Midwest town. We all have been through so much.
I honestly thought senior year would be the greatest year of my life. Parties and friends and laughs and love all the time. But it really hasn't been all it's cracked up to be. It's been awesome, but my friends have slowly drifted apart this year. I guess we finally realized that nothing lasts forever. That life goes on after Friday nights and football games. We're different people now with lives in the way and stories to tell, but we all love eachother for the people we were when we were together. Those precious moments we shared as young, carefree kids, experiencing mistakes and life. They felt so real, and raw. Those moments that were so vivid and bright. And slowly, you become calloused. Like crazy things happen, and your not as hurt. Your not as broken. You move on.
It's life.
It's growing older.
And we're all realizing it.